Title: we are All IT* and It just IS* ;-)

Gender: Female

Age: Ageless

Sun Sign: Leo

Chinese Sign: Metal Rabbit

Location: USA ..

here is a link to a spiritual group my heart supports and associated with
http://pranashakty.org/


 Namaste !!
 
Hi, my Spiritual name is Prema Ma or to some Ma Prema.. this is my attempt to create a profile to share a little  of my personal spiritual journey .. i don't know what drew you here to read about me but , i am glad your here.. i greet you as a spiritual friend and a fellow traveler ….

Namaste! i bow to the Light within you …. 
 
first may i say, in the bigger infinite eternal picture i do not see us as a seperate being but, as One living presence of consciousness expressing individually as equal sparks within Infinite God 's vast One creation.. i honor and respect you whoever you are reading this right now in oneness of  the inner heart as a brother and sister and also as an individual on whatever your individual path may be… we don't have to see eye to eye…i respect our differances.. our personal paths doesn't have to be the same or our personal spiritual truths, this is only a small profile of a few of my own personal experiences on my own individual path to find spiritual  truth*  the tools from which i used as my road  map. there are many truths .. there are many paths… many paths to truth.. many tools to use to find it* and whatever it* may represent to you.. i honor and respect you whatever your own personal way of finding your personal individual truth …  

ok, here goes. i am a woman more spiritual than religious ..when i was 18 years old i dropped out of all organized religion because i couldn't embrace my heart to a God*  that felt cold and intolerant , jealous and condemning .. i couldn't identify with this sort of teaching ..this God felt foreign and distant so, i left that form of God behind me and its religious doctrine and i picked up my spiritual heart instead..so..i consciously began my spiritual path at 18 years old and for the last 38 + years i have hungrily sought and humbly been guided by the Vast Cosmic Divine along a spiritual path inwardly and outwardly on a journey to find Truth* to understand what has been termed the Great Mystery Supreme God* the Absolute..exploring the Cosmic  Infinite Vastness of Beyond the Beyond. . the Cosmc Beyond has always intrigued me as some long lost friend and lover .. a beloved who's embrace called to me from some distant memory yet , within its vastness i felt so infinitely small  and miniscule many times back then i sobbed .. cryed out to the heavens with books laying spread out all about me. What is the Truth ??? as a child Demanding answers then, asking earnestly ..pleading.. persuading ..other times sprawled out laying on the floor my face covered and just totally surrendering quietly and humbly asking God to please show me the Truth… talking to it as some unseen face. somewhere listening .,, as a hungry pain inside my soul telling God Everyone says they have found the truth .. but,  there are so Many truths to choose from as got up my hands pushing the opened books off my bed … feeling devastated ..frustrated .. wondering if anyone Really did know the Real and Absolute Truth!  so,  i began my search there at 18 years old.. sometimes crawling   sometimes treading.. sometimes free falling… on the Path of the Ancient Ones….

in my own hearts humbled opinion each one of us on this sweet earth all have our own unique inlaid god-given gift's talents and abilites ..the ways in which we see .. feel .. know ..express .. connect to divine experience . everyone's gift's are Beautiful.. we are all unique individual soul expressions with different ways of expressing as such ..so no one or no one gift is better than any other only a little differently expressed as like the colors in a rainbow .. an array of colors expressing the whole  

as a small child i had a inner planes teacher in my dream time that would come to  me every night ..he looked like how they depict Moses looked with very long white flowing hair and deep kind penetrating eyes and  face.. patient and protecting, ancient as time itself… i continued to see him every night in my dream state until i was at a age when i asked my mother about her teacher i just didn't understand why she said she didn't have one and it was nothing that she said to me in her words but, i started to feel there was something wrong somewhere …that i was odd*… so,  shortly after that and for a few years the veil was closed until i was about 12 when my grandmother passed  out of her body.. 
 
at about 18 years old i consiously chose thus i began my search seeking  outwardly and inwardly to learn about (God ) the Cosmic Divine Mystery and about this soul in this human form i call myself.. with my vision and all my senses open freely exploring the cosmic vastness as some grand puzzle like a star map of connect the dot trying to see and understand how the soul ..this self in human form connected to this Divine Puzzle and the Divine within all things as form and the Formless.. both the dual and non-dual…it has been a life long spiritual quest for me… ..

some of the various types of techniques i learned over the years to use as tools to help me in this process of spiritual opening and unfoldment for this body,,  mind,, emotion ,,spirit and also some as tools to help loosen the grip to free myself from some of the sticky clutches of dogma and  the multiple veils of maya .. which is still unveiling  is as following … 

Meditation… Rebirthing… Silva Mind Control, Past Life Regression .. Inner Child Work.. Reiki Master Levels in Usui Reiki ..Kundalini Reiki . Ayurveda  Reiki and Lightarian Reiki.. various Healing Techniques and modalities..  three years of Spiritual Psychology Courses..some Intregal Healing weekend workshops Intensives.. yoga inner union ,..weekend prayer circles.. Fire Walking.. Dream Work.. Shamanic Studies including Soul Journeying, Soul Retrival ,  Feathering , working with Power Animals and  Spiritual Naming working with Crystals and Stones.. Astral and Etheric Travels.. exchanges with other dimenstional type ~Star * Beings … also many years ago i was heavily involved with Synergy (a Group dynamic) High Energy working with many highly sensitive gifted and beautiful souls .. our  synergy group  met once a week for about three years connecting energetically to other synergy groups around the earth channeling cosmic energy for planetary healing and grid work from such sacred places as Stonehenge Egypt and other power points 
 
around the year 1985 in waking  vision ( visionary experience)  i met a Big Lakota Medicine man .. when i first saw him in this vision i ran to his arms crying in joy overwhelmed in tears  i was so happy to see him  .. it felt like it had been an eternity ..we embraced each other warmly because in those realms  i recognized him as my ancient spiritual grandfather.. about a week later,  i met this same man on this physical realm , on this physical as in the vision he's a very Powerful Lakota Medicine man ..when we met  we recognized each other immediately and this began a spiritual journey of about 12 years or so for me where i became heavily involved in  some of the Native American Culture and humbly saying respectfully the Traditional Ceremonies that taught me to Love and Respect the Mother.. this Earth and grounded me back into my body but,   didn't limit my soul from flying free as the eagle touching the inner and outer Sun…the face of the Father ~Grandfather and the Love and inner strength of the Mother ~Grandmother..that taught me inner humility and fully awakened my deep seated soul love of the Ancient Ones  and the cosmic within … for this, i give my heart felt thanks and deepest gratitude to all that allowed me .. that saw the Red of my Blood and the Blue of my spirit were One in the same heartbeat as their own….connected…..as roots of the Great Tree of Life.. seeing All as Sacred …..Wakan…..

two years or so after that vision i had another strong waking  vision ..in this vision i saw a huge white eagle which wraped it's wings completely around me..  this eagle told me his name was White Eagle then, he showed me a vision of a man he said was his son.. he wanted me to go somewhere to meet him ..in this vision, i could see his son clearly as if i was there standing there  in front of him.. he was sitting in front of a camp fire gazxing into it .. i looked around  the whole area ..i could see the starry night sky, the reddish orange color of the clay dirt near the built  fire and the shadowy images of a mountain range in the background .. White Eagle told me his son''s spiritual  given name and then showed me the medicines his son worked with so i  would know him .. this vision was very strong and stayed strong..it wouldn't leave me so, within a few days my suitcases were packed up and i was on the road  traveling to some destination unknown* with my heart wide open  to inner guidance  following intuitively watching for signs.. although, one part of the mind was not fully certain i would be able to find him.. i continued on my journey, as something more strongly inside my heart held faith, inwardly knowing, i would be guided to exactly where i was suppose to go .. i won't go into all the details of all the divine timings  which were amazing but,  i will say, within a week or so time i was sitting in White Eagle son's house in his living room on a reservation in the southwest talking .. this man i went in search of, White Eagle's son, is a nineth generation Navajoe Medicine Man whose spiritual name and the  medicines he uses are exactly what White Eagle his father had shown me ..out of his respect for his personal privacy i won't share his name but, i will tell you this, ths man, i had been sent to meet told me his fathers spiritual name was White Eagle ..White Eagle his father was also a Very Powerful  Traditional Medicine man that had crossed  over into the spirit realm some years before ..  i spent many times with my brother and  those memories remain fresh in my heart with fondness always alive burning respectfully in Deepest Gratitude to the Divine Beauty and Power within them .. he taught me so much by his own loving example the Beauty Way  .. i am a much better woman and more loving today because of  him, his  Powerful Love and Inner Beauty..  my intentions by sharing this experience is to show how powerful and amazing the Great Comos and it's Mystery's are and how connected we all are to it All ..so much is possible if we only listen to the voice within us and open our hearts in faith  knowing we are and will be guided exactly along our path whatever the
outer circumstances in our daily living ..
 
this last year or two has been one of the most Extremely Intense ones which has taken me to new depths and deepening experiences through this past years involvement with an extremely gifted Spiritual man ( that i have known now for over three years) ..a  Pranasiddhar  Spiritual Master and Guru .. as a result of hs training  learning new ways of  transmitting and transfering  cosmic energy's from the cosmic  beyond and from his advanced energy and  vast knowledge base  from his many  30+ long years of yoga service and practice .. some energy's were passed  others were techniques which were learned and can be learned .. he is an amazing example in my opinion, of selfless service to humanity ..  

there are absolutely no words to speak to express my humbled soul Love.. Respect ..Appreciation and Gratitude for him…i love him so tendarly spiritual  deeply with all my soul's inner most heart… i fully believe it was also through him that within that time also i started experiencing the Inner Radiance awakening more within me in different ways. sometimes quite literally it woke me up in the middle of the night .. like some huge floodlight of Brilliant Blinding White Sun shining from within my space of  awareness and each time it happened  as soon as my mind came to the direct awareness of it .. the  floodlight  would disappear as quickly as it had awakened me from my sleep .. 

after what feels like a lifetime on this thing called my spiritual path and after getting caught up in so many outer and inner forms ..one morning as i was opening my physical eyes from the nights sleep ,, it was at that moment that i realized that even though my physical eyes had been closed at the same time my physical eyes had also been open and  wide awake fully conscious extremely aware and present  in the deep expanded state of vast cosmic consciousness .. Being .. we were All ..  there within it… only ..One .. as Infinite Beyond consciousness formless not separate.. everyone  was the ALL…the IT* a Living Fluidity of Oceanic Conscious Presence no form.. so no  separation.. no boundaries.. limitlessness far Beyond mind we are all IT* and it*  just IS*.. the no-thing yet All things .. the no-body ..One.. merged  Unity . the Eternal One. .Living Awareness Cosmic Consciousness…  I Am Presence the  know-er and known merged fully in as silent awareness Being yet any words used to describe merely touches the mind with limiting images and  IT* escapes back into the unknown beyond  of IT* just IS*   …
 
a Big p..s *** this was my personal experience of a realized moment of Truth*  again,  i am no way saying this has to be embraced as your own personal Truth* humbly, let me say very clearly . the one that knows with  human mind* is limited  in it's knowing  ,, the mind can not contain all Truth ….i do not know all Truth* .that is not at all what i was saying .. laughing inwardly … that would be the ultimate limitation of Truth* …to me the infinite beyond what is unknown can not be known, that is the Infinite Beyond Cosmic Great Mystery  ..anything experienced and known in my humble opinion are merly glimpses moments into limitlessness of cosmic infinite beyonds possibilies … i feel  that would be a more honest way of expressing IT* .. a possible aah ha!  but a limited Truth* asThe Absolute Truth….. 

i give thanks to the Divine Spark that dwells within all individually and the One Eternal One Beyond and its Vastness within All that is All…. namaste !!! myself that is you that is me that is us the One.. even though we are in our separate bodies with our separate minds ..belief systems ..cultural backgrounds and ego identifications ..i embrace the frailty of the human ego and all its complicated mind and emotional  baggage of human past  conditioning my own included with simple love and compassionate heart hugs praying  that our inner smiles meet in a place called spiritual  friendship and oneness as a unity within the One….the Cosmic Heartbeat of the Universe ~~*+<3    
 
everyday still diving deeper…giving thanks for each new moment trying to keep my life and things around it simple with intentions to live each day as fully as i can .. i stand firm yet gracious in the daily process continuing to surrender to the peeling of the multiple layers of the onion .. and even though i may have found when you get to the core of  the onion there is no-thing there … at least for me at the human body mind emotional level there are always more layers of the onion that  could use a peeling .. and much much more to learn.. so,, i'm just continuing to try to stay as fully Present as i can in each moment .. trying  stay more in an inner space of peace no matter what's going on around me …still working on that one ..and last but not least ….keeping a sense of humor about it all ,,,, especially even when things in my life are feeling a little chaotic ..i am feeling stubborn and moving at the outer pace of a turtle …he he 
bowing to the divine parodox … but not grasping after IT * just simply surrendering into it's vast emptiness …

the morning April the 7th i had a Dream i thought is would include it  here .. here goes ..  :-) 

i saw two beautiful ornate golden temple doors…i  walked through them .. there was a beautiful flower waiting for me there .. i held it in my hands.it  looked like a long stemmed  rose.. beyond the golden temple doors i had stepped into what looked like a big valley with grass.. trees and mountains in the background … i could see the sky.. some clouds ..a quiet stillness in the air.. a peaceful serenity… i sat down at some table with the flower in hand and across from (me ) sat (me)  a mirrored brillant shimmering radiant light reflection ..a beautiful mirored  Light perfection .. in this space there was no mind talking..all was so simple..simplicity..no reaching no searching .. there was no search .. as all had been found ..
 
 this place this space .. perfection …a perfected simplicity .. simply being a moment of being a still moment of absolute reflection…  Namaste!!  Namaste !! 

 *++**tra la la+**+  ;-)

bottomline ….keep it simple …   
   
with hands together in front of heart in humble gratitude …

Namaste !!!

Wash tey !!!  

a few months ago i was dreaming ( some may call a lucid dream )  i woke  opened my eyes within in the dream as full awareness seeing , observing, experiencing Only Beautiful Golden LIGHT Everywhere … this Golden Light was Living Presence …a pure Golden Light Living Consciousness .. i heard the kingdom of God is Within.. it was this shiny Golden Living  Light ..  i had an awareness in that moment  that Everything, every action needed to be taken from within that Christ Light called Christ Consciousness (other spiritual traditions or relgions may call this same Golden Light Living Consiousness by another name ..but , in my humble opinion  it's all the same Golden  Light 
 
beyond our body forms, our minds, and  emotions we are like invisible  threads cosmic inter-connectedness  in a endless  living consciousnes weave with all that is or was or ever  will be ..  

i beleive that the living spark of God* dwells within each one of us.. only waiting to be ignited to a roaring flame within the golden temple of the heart ..Golden Consciousness that can be awakened by flowering the heart and enlighting the soul into God realization ..into oneness within oneness with all ..unity consciousness ..the pure I AM  Presence ..<3 

the mind is stilled as mindless focused attention within a single center point within silence an empty awareness quietly observing the observer,,  observing who is observing the observer.. the me* dissolves merged into  oneness the pure * I AM ..unity cosmic consciousness the I AM* living Presence of all that is ,, the all that ever was or ever will be  ..that fluidic cosmic oceanic cosmic consciousness vastness beyond measurement of what we call time and space which existed beyond all births .. which exists after all death ,  that cosmic boundless limitlessness the I AM*  Eternal .. I am God's  eternal Presence living within all things from and formless as awareness  …

sometimes while in a meditative state looking out of the third eye i see a dark vast cosmic ocean stretching out in front of me but, at the same time i can see this same type of image of the ocean stretched out behind me .. the easiest way to discribe this is something like mirrored images  yet, i am only sitting facing one direction but , from that center point of awareness where i am seeing these images from i am able to see everything all around me at once 360 degrees.. this is still a new experience for me so, i can not explain it better than i have tried to do here ..

this is the first profile i've ever created ,, i've  was always a private person…. my hope in sharing some of my own personal experiences is that  something i may have shared here may help someone else on their own spiritual  journey  then,  my soul would be very happy …thanks for reading <3  

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some have been asking .. i offer service to humanity as a vessel instrument, acting as an energy conduit to transfer the Infinite Cosmic Source Prem LIGHT Radiance energy directing it through prayer and intention to what it  is to be used for .. energy  that's been called through the years called many things such as Grace  Blessings,  Divine Love( Prem) the Radiant Light of God ,Grace Light Jothi,  the ancientt (Noor Illahi) the Violet Flame, Fire from Heaven, the baptism of the Holy Spirit,  Decent of the Dove, and Healing Energy , 
   
by god's grace,  the invisible hands of the infinite one, as a hallow instrument vessel i transmit kundalini shaktipat by the authority and spritual lineage of my Spiritual guide, a Guru and 18th Pranasiddhar Master

 in the past, i have also offered cosmic healing service using the parashakty energy also a aura scans and chakra scans.. for checking the aura and also chakras conditions for opening .. balancing… healing …these are learned skills..a pranashakty methode…. i usually end the scanning session by sending Prema Diksha  pronounced  pray mah  or premh meaning  unconditional Divine Love for those who wanted that.. i may contunue this service again in the future..
 

from the inner most heart  ,,

Love Light and Blessings to~~~~+*<3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ to all~~~<3


 Prema Ma    

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