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Prema ma

Title: we are All IT* and It just IS* ;-)

Gender: Female

Age: Ageless

Sun Sign: Leo

Chinese Sign: Metal Rabbit

Location: USA

About Me:

Namaste !!

Hi ..my Spiritual name is Prema ma.. this is my attempt to create a profile to share a little my personal spiritual journey .. i don't know what drew you here to read about me but i am glad your here.. i greet you as a spiritual friend and a fellow traveler ….Namaste! i bow to the Light within you ….

first may i say .. in the bigger infinite picture i do not see us as a seperate being but as as equal sparks of God 's creation.. i honor and respect you whoever you are reading this right now as an individual also and whatever your individual path may be.. we do not have to see eye to eye ..i respect our differances my path does not have to be yours or your own personal truth ..this is only a small profile of some of my own personal experiences on my own individual path to find spiritual truth* the tools from which i used as my road map …there are many truths .. there are many paths… many paths to truth ..many tools to use to find it * and whatever it* may represent to you.. i honor and respect you whatever your own personal way of finding your personal individual truth …

ok here goes …i am a woman more spiritual than religious .. when i was 18 years old i dropped out of all organized religion   because i could not embrace my heart to a God* that felt cold and intolerant .. jealous and condemning .. i could not identify with this teaching .. this God felt so foreign and distant to me. so i left that form of God behind me and its religious doctrine and i picked up my spiritual heart instead..so.. i consciously began my spiritual path at 18 years old and for the last 38 + years i have hungrily sought and humbly been guided by the Vast Cosmic Divine along a spiritual path inwardly and outwardly on a journey to find Truth* to understand what has been termed the Great Mystery ..Supreme God* the Absolute.. exploring the Cosmic Infinite Vastness of the Beyond the Beyond.. the Beyond it has always intrigued me as some long lost friend and lover .. a beloved ..who's embrace called to me from some distant memory yet within its vastness i felt so infinitely small ..many times back then i sobbed .. cryed out to the heavens with books laying spread out all about me .. What is the Truth ??? as a child Demanding answers ..then asking earnestly ..pleading.. persuading ..other times sprawled out laying on the floor my face covered and just totally surrendering quietly and humbly asking God to please show me the Truth… talking to it as some unseen face. somewhere listening .,, as a hungry pain telling God Everyone says they have found the truth .. but there are so Many truths to choose from as got up and my hands pushed and my feet kicked books off my bed … feeling devastated ..frustrated .. wondering if anyone Really did know the Real and Absolute Truth! ..so i began my search there at 18 sometimes crawling .. sometimes treading.. sometimes free falling… on the Path of the Ancient Ones….

***in my opinion each one of us on this sweet earth all have our own unique inlaid god-given gift's talents and abilites ..the ways in which we see .. feel .. know ..express .. connect to divine experience.. everyone's gift's are beautiful.. we are all unique individual soul expressions with different ways of expressing as such ..so no one or no one gift is better than any other.. only a little differently expressed as like the colors in a rainbow .. an array of colors that make up the whole ..in my humble opinion ..so .. in my case my spiritual eye is open so i have visionary experience ability to see into the other realms.. dimensions.. ..

as a small child i had a teacher in my dreams that would come to me every night ..he looked like how they depict Moses looked with very long while flowing hair and deep kind penetrating eyes and face.. patient and protecting ancient as time itself… i continued to see him every night in my dream state until i was at a age when i asked my mother about her teacher i didn't understand why she said she didn't have one .. and it was nothing that she said to me but i started to feel there was something wrong somewhere …that i was odd*… so shortly after that and for a few years the veil was closed until i was about 12 when my grandmother passed out of her body..

at about 18 years old i consiously chose thus i began my search seeking outwardly and inwardly to learn about (God ) the Cosmic Divine Mystery and about this soul in this human form i call myself.. with my vision and all my senses open freely exploring the cosmic vastness as some grand puzzle like a star map of connect the dot trying to see and understand how the soul ..this self in human form connected to this Divine Puzzle and the Divine within all things as form and the Formless.. both the dual and non-dual…it has been a life long spiritual quest for me… ..

some of the various techniques i learned over the years to use as tools to help me in this process of spiritual opening and unfoldment for this body,, mind,, emotion ,,spirit and also as tools to help loosen the grip to free myself from some of the sticky clutches of dogma and the multiple veils of maya .. which is still unveiling is as following …

Meditation…Silva Mind Control …Rebirthing… Past Life Regression .. Inner Child Work.. Reiki .. Usui ..Kundalini and Ayurveda Reiki Masters… three years of Spiritual Psychology Courses .. Some Intregal Healing weekend workshops Intensives ..a small amount of yoga,.. weekend prayer circles .. Fire Walking.. Dream Work.. Shamanic Journeying and Healing Techniques.. Feathering .. working with Crystals and Stones ..Astral and Etheric Travels.. exchanges with Star Beings and Star Walkins… and various other techniques used for healing.. .. also many years ago .. Synergy.. (a Group dynamic) High Energy of many highly sensitive gifted and beautiful souls that met once a week for about three years connecting energetically to other synergy groups around the earth channeling cosmic energy for planetary healing and grid work from such sacred places as Stonehenge Egypt and other power points

then a couple years later through a waking dream… vision.. i met a Lakota Medicine man this began a spiritual journey of about 12 years for me where i became heavily involved in the Native American Culture and Traditional Ceremonies that taught me to Love and Respect the Mother.. this Earth and grounded me back into my body but did not limit my soul from flying free as the eagle touching the inner and outer Sun… the face of the Grandfather and the Love and inner strength of the Grandmother..that taught me inner humility and reminded me and fully awakened the deep seated soul love of the Ancient Ones within me… for this i give my heart felt thanks and deepest gratitude to all that allowed me .. that saw the Red of my Blood and the Blue of my spirit were One in the same heartbeat as their own….connected…..as roots of the Great Tree of Life  ….    seeing All as Sacred ……Wakan…..

this last year has been one of the most Extremely Intense ones which has taken me to new depths and deepening experiences through this past years involvement with an extremely gifted Spiritual man ..a Guru and Spiritual Master and as a result of it learning new ways of transmitting and transfering cosmic energy's from the cosmic beyond and from his advanced energy and vast knowledge base from his many long years of yoga service and practice .. some energy's were passed others were techniques which were learned and can be learned …

there are absolutely no words to speak to express my humbled soul Love.. Respect ..Appreciation and Gratitude for him …i love him so tendarly spiritual deeply … i fully believe it was also through him that within that time also i started experiencing the Inner Radiance awakening more within me in different ways.. sometimes quite literally it woke me up in the middle of the night .. like some huge floodlight of Brilliant Blinding White Sun shining from within my space of awareness.. and each time it happened as soon as my mind came to the direct awareness of it .. the floodlight would disappear as quickly as it had awakened me from my sleep ..

after what feels like a lifetime on this thing called my spiritual path and after getting caught up in so many outer and inner forms ..one morning as i was opening my physical eyes from the nights sleep ,, it was at that moment that i realized that even though my physical eyes had been closed at the same time my physical eyes had also been open and wide awake fully conscious extremely aware and present in the deep expanded state of vast cosmic consciousness .. Being .. we were All .. there within it… only ..One .. as Infinite Beyond consciousness formless not separate.. everyone was the ALL…the IT* …. a Living Fluidity of Oceanic Conscious Presence ..no form so no separation.. no boundaries.. limitlessness far Beyond mind we are all IT* and it* just IS*…. the nothing yet All things .. the no-body ..One.. merged Unity . the Eternal One. .Living Awareness Cosmic Consciousness… the know-er and known merged fully in as silent awareness…Being ..yet any words used to describe merely touches the mind with limiting images and IT* escapes back into the unknown beyond of IT* just IS* …

a Big p..s.. *** this was my personal experience of a realised moment of Truth* again no way does this have to be embraced as your own personal Truth* .. humbly let me say very clearly ..i do not know all Truth* .that is not at all what i was saying .. hee hee .. that would be the ultimate limitation of Truth* …to me the infinite beyond what is unknown can not be known that is the Infinite Beyond Cosmic Great Mystery ..anything experienced and known in my humble opinion are merly glimpses moments into limitlessness of cosmic infinite beyonds possibilies … i feel that would be a more honest way of expressing IT* .. a possible aah ha! but a limited Truth* asThe Absolute Truth…..

i give thanks to the Divine Spark that dwells within all individually and the One Eternal One Beyond and its Vastness within All that is All…. namaste !!! myself that is you that is me that is us the one.. even though we are in our separate bodies with our separate minds ..belief systems ..cultural backgrounds and ego identifications ..i embrace the frailty of the human ego and all its complicated mind and emotional baggage of human past conditioning my own included with simple love .. and compassionate heart hugs praying that our inner smiles meet in a place called spiritual friendship and oneness as a unity within the One….the Cosmic heartbeat of the Universe ….

everyday still diving deeper … giving thanks for each new moment trying to keep my life and things around it simple with intentions to live each day as fully as i can .. i stand firm.. yet gracious in the daily process continuing to surrender to the peeling of the multiple layers of the onion .. and even though i may have found when you get to the core of the onion there is nothing there … at least for me at the human body mind emotional level there are always more layers of the onion that could use a peeling .. and much much more to learn.. so,,just continuing to try to stay as fully present as i can in each moment .. trying stay more in an inner space of peace no matter what's going on around me …still working on that one ..and last but not least ….keeping a sense of humor about it all ,,,, especially even when things in my life are feeling a little chaotic .. i am feeling stubborn and moving at the outer pace of a turtle ….he he ..

bowing to the divine parodox … but not grasping after it * just simply surrendering into it's vast emptiness …

the morning April the 7th i had a Dream i thought is would include it here .. here goes .. :-)

i saw two beautiful ornate golden temple doors…i walked through them .. there was a beautiful flower waiting for me there .. i held it in my hands.. i believe it was a long stemmed rose or could have been a lotus beyond the golden temple doors i had stepped into what looked like a big valley with grass.. trees and mountains in the background … i could see the sky.. some clouds ..a quiet stillness in the air.. a peaceful serenity… i sat down at some table with the flower in hand and across from (me ) sat (me) a mirrored brillant radiant reflection of my-self a beautiful perfection .. in this space there was no mind talking..all was so simple..simplicity..no reaching no searching .. there was no search .. as all had been found ..

this place this space .. perfection …a perfected simplicity .. simply being a moment of being a still moment of absolute reflection… Namaste!! my self Namaste!! *++**tra la la+**+  ;-)

bottomline ….keep it simple … .

with hands together in front of heart in gratitude …

Namasthe !!!

Washtay !!    :-)